apprehension or caution? [01 Jan 2003|09:00pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | ayumi hamasaki - real me ] bought my school bag and school shoes yesterday, did a hell of a dumb thing. i ended up purchasing the sleese ones instead of my lovely footloose ones. samantha told me she had purchased her footloose ones the previous day, and she took the last pair, so i stupidly went on a wild goose chase for them at pennisular instead. none of the shops there stocked footloose shoes, and i was getting desperate. so i hesitantly decided on the sleese ones, those ugly things. i popped by the heeren on my way to buy my school bag at cineleisure, and much to my incredulity they did have footloose in my size. i tried them on and they were a perfect fit. i guess i should have checked it out in the first place. i'm still getting the footloose ones though, as soon as i have the money to. met jonathan and samantha downstairs my house, went up to put down my stuff then set off for ice cream. haha~ at 11 in the night. gelare was packed and sam and i refused to sit outside in the sweltering heat so we wenta haagen dazs instead. stayed at samantha's house afterward, was playing poker cards the whole night. pigging out too, lol. i won about 4 bucks in total. i could've been at sentosa instead, but circumstances didn't allow it. school's starting tomorrow and i'm so not ready. i swear, they're relentless. sigh. 1 comment|post comment

"running away, huh?" [28 Dec 2002|07:00pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | baby feat p. diddy - do that ] went out at about 10 pm yesterday, was supposed to pop by orchard. or so samantha said so. met andre, elwin and prem at parkway, took a bus down to boat quay instead. i was just following them blindly. met a bunch of the usual people outside hendrix, then walked over to madmonks. hung around outside madmonks mostly, drank a little vodka blackcurrant, vodka ice cream soda (is that what it's called?) and vodka lime. no pukey substances like bourbon for me this time. gave my word to samantha's father that i'd get her home by 2 am but obviously i helplessly failed to keep my word. whatever. then i spotted my sister outside madmonks. min and samantha helpfully started shrieking excitedly, "laura! your sister!". i don't know what i was doing, but i started walking away in blind panic. then this butch turned around and smirked, "running away, huh?". i stopped and stood there, giving her this 'are you talking to me?' or 'do i know you?' face. haha~ reckon it was my sister's friend. ended up outside madmonks again, anyway. how embarrassing it was, though. it was closing time when a quarrel between some butches erupted into a scuffle. one of them pushed cheryl to the floor, then her friend was yelling something about, "why did you push her?". the butch retorted, "why can't i push her?" and the girl shot back, "why must you push her?". full of drama~ my silly sister was like scurrying over to where her stead was standing to get a better look. one of the butches were throwing a chair at her opponent, damn rough. the girl who was trying to break up the fight got scratched on the face. oh well, the bouncers finally stepped in anyway. "shut up, bitch!" "i am a bitch!" HAHA~ 3 comments|post comment

the feeling of your stomach lurching [25 Dec 2002|11:15am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | b2k feat p. diddy - bump bump bump ] merry christmas to all~ really nice christmas it is this year, isn't it. went out yesterday, was supposed to pop by orchard but my stomach couldn't take it. i puked at least once in 15 minutes. even the ice lemon tea refused to remain in my stomach. was forced by the unfortunate circumstances to come home early. went to sleep with the dustbin beside my bed. oh forgot to mention this in my previous entry, but i almost died twice in KL. haha~ this is gonna be rather melodramatic. yeah, once was during the surfing session. francis told me to help urge sam forward so she could catch the wave, then to dive straight afterward. lol, but i was too busy staring at this ass who was coming straight at me until i forgot what was happening. francis grabbed my hand and dived, and that ass barely missed hitting me. err, it's too embarrassing to mention the other time so it's okay. it ain't fair. post comment

surf, dive and swim [23 Dec 2002|08:00pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | christina aguilera feat lil kim - can't hold us down ] back from KL finally, had a blast. this entry's might sound rather egoistic to those of you who are rather opinionated, so if you don't like that, just continue scrolling. cheers to all. didn't do much on the first day, went shopping but couldn't find anything i liked. the next day was the wild shopping spree. i bought earrings and two handbags from roxy, a pair of shoes and some x`mas prez. they were rather impulsive purchases though. i think it was that night when we went down to chinatown where all the pasar malam shops are. those people are dreadfully nuts. they act as if they've never seen a girl just to get business. those catcalls and comments, show how downright desperate they are. wenta sunway lagoon on the third day. wild, baby! went on the water slides, sun bathed a little, went on the rides and tried out surfing! haha~ we rented the surfboard for a session, then some guy taught us the basics. lol, the guy's not bad looking. francis's the surf instructor, extroverted and fun. yeah, tried it out and it was outrageous. the 6 feet waves were rather intimidating, was struggling to stand. ahaha~ the wipeouts were wild. it was like a freaking washing machine, was tumbling around in the water as if i were a rag-doll. i actually somersaulted in the 1.0 metre area cos i had dived to stop the surfboard from thrashing those idiots standing near us. ass! brought back quite a few souvenirs from sunway lagoon, namely a scraped arse and my elbow was scraped till the flesh came out. my scraped arse was really bad, it had a burning sensation whenever i bathed. the whole one side of my arse is raw and red, it's really damn sick. okay, enough about this already. did nail art after that, black with white scorpions on each nail. haha~ funky. hopped on down to genting highlands the next day, spent like 45 minutes just queuing for each ride. it was really worth the wait though, haven't experienced such thrills thanks to my lack of guts before. played bumper cars after that, lol. these 5 guys were being such arses. sam and i could be sandwiched between 3 of them at one shot. geez` yeah, checked out the next morning and wenta the mid valley megamall once again. bought more stuff, it was crazy man. felt like i was in amazing race, we were speed walking, almost practically running, to each shop cos of the time limit. haha~ wild. i have nothing to prove you wrong, i'm proving myself. post comment

lollipop~ [07 Dec 2002|04:30pm] [ mood | dirty ] [ music | ashanti feat ja rule & nas - the pledge ] wenta orchard with sam for awhile, got min some kinky stuff. ;) ate at marche then hopped on down to the hotel. was damn full after marche and she kept making me laugh until i wanted to puke, lol. waited for them to finish eating at the coffee shop then slacked a bit at the hotel. danielle, joelle, sam, starlin and i were fooling around with the safe, damn silly. stuffed toilet paper and all in there. haha~ so anyone who went to the bathroom had no toilet paper to use. HAHA~ yeah then the bunch of us girls crowded in the bathroom, tried on clothes and makeup all. eyeliner makes me look scary. sarah was kinda embarrassed to change in front of us until sam commented that even i could walk around in my underwear, lol. rushed off to boat quay, heard min's father was coming down to the hotel to check on her. rather skip the details on boat quay, wasn't very pleasant. all i can say is, bourbon coke and my empty stomach totally does not go. vind gave me a lollipop and i accidentally dropped it. =[ so sad, it saved me with its sweetness. haha~ not many know what i mean but it's okay. went back to the hotel at around 3 or 4 am, bought instant noodles back. anything tastes great when you're starving and your stomach's all acidic. didn't know what time i fell asleep, but loads of them left before min, sam and i finally woke up at 1 pm. sleep feels so good, especially when you can't sleep till 5 am everyday. gonna bathe now, damn stinky. literally. nothing's gonna change the things that you said and nothing's gonna make this right again blah blah blah i can't believe it's hard just to talk to you blah blah blah 1 comment|post comment

without a word [15 Nov 2002|10:30pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | eminem - lose yourself ] wenta town with eleanor and min, they got their navel pierced. then there was this middle-aged man who was supposedly giving out flyers but was seemingly babbling to himself and gesturing wildly. crazee~ wenta meet joelle then came home to change and left for the barbeque. went swimming the moment we got there. left around 9 pm. still dripping wet from swimming. why does trust falter? maybe i never had the trust to begin with. 1 comment|post comment

havoc [13 Nov 2002|06:30am] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | paul oakenfold - dance all night (starry eyed surprise) ] went with sam and shawn to watch jonathan and joshua play pool at parkway. saw daniel choo and lionel all. left about 10 pm to come home and change then left for boat quay. was supposed to go hendrix but i saw someone the moment i stepped in. wenta taps instead, a lot of crap happened even though there were very few people. left hastily at around 1.30 am with jonathan, joshua, ruwei, sam and shawn. shan't delve into details. took a cab back to shawn's house cos samantha couldn't go home. her mum fetched her home at the ungodly hour of 4 am. left with jonathan at 6 am. to sigh or to smile? post comment

will power [08 Nov 2002|09:30pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | jay-z feat beyonce - bonnie and clyde ] wenta school at 8 am today to check out what class i was streamed to. unexpectedly, i got into that class. pearlyne and samantha's in that class too. majority of my clique wenta 3/1 though. i'm gonna be left alone in that geek class. the discipline mistress, mrs sng, has damn sharp eyes. even kasan karib didn't catch me for my earrings yet she did. she forced joelle and i to take them out and i had to ask priscilla to help me with them. starting bleeding once the earring was out, priscilla was squealing cos some got onto her hand. haha~ it's only blood for goodness sake. the bastard thing is that mrs sng asked me, "how do you expect to take your O level examinations in two years time?" hello, but my earrings has nothing to do with my grades so shut up. rushed to parkway so we could put back the earrings, was cursing mrs sng all the way. can't remember what else i did today, just that i won 5 consecutive games of daidee. =x wayne messed up my winning streak though. post comment

the annual class chalet [06 Nov 2002|05:00pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | ayumi hamasaki - voyage ] wenta the class chalet with min, got caught in the rain. went swimming with farah, joanne and min later in the afternoon. farah got raped left and right after that. walked around downtown east barefooted. slept like 4 to 6 hours that night. eleanor was trying to roll onto me and she ended up on min somehow. can't remember what happened on the second day (yesterday), but we did go swimming a lot, at least thrice. at one time, eleanor and i were trying to pull ashikin down into the pool but she landed on her arse instead. haha~ eleanor and joanne then dragged her into the pool when the lifeguard started blowing his confounded whistle as clothes weren't allowed in the pool. naturally, quite a number of people turned to stare. ashikin proceeded to try to get herself out of the pool, heaving her upper body out but failing to get both legs out too. she only managed to get one leg out before one of us pulled her back in. it was damn hilarious, impossible to re-enact. joanne, min and i were really hyper at one time, we kept singing the chorus of dilemma by nelly and kelly rowland and emphasizing on the "oh". even the lifeguard was smiling to himself. the barbeque was all right, consumed too much calories. can't remember much but i do remember going off to the poolside to talk to eleanor. the starry sky was beautiful and just staring at it made me think of... something. it's really nice to have someone to confide in. the mosquitoes were really being pests at that time, i had at least four mosquito bites. showered off at the restroom, was positively freezing my arse off. couldn't go to sleep cos i was soaked to the skin, so i sat outside with a few others just shivering and muttering about how cold i was. i was even cursing the wind for blowing when i was already so cold. why weren't we at the east coast beach?! post comment

devastingly tempting [02 Nov 2002|10:50pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | 3LW feat p. diddy - i do (wanna get close to you) ] got back from the beach not too long ago, was rather boring. joelle came over to my house first, followed by eng kiat and gladys. i was sexaily walking around with only my towel searching high and low for my clothes when joelle arrived. haha~ it's okay, my darling should be used to it. *grins* we waited about an hour for amanda, then we left for the beach. walked to the bicycle rental shop, only to find it was closed. sat down at the hawker centre, took 20 minutes to find something to do - eat. eating out of boredom is a total nono. sat down at the beach talking, jacking each other. ahaha~ the way we argue, it's crazee. eng kiat was quite amused. i wanted to swim in the sea but no one else wanted to. it would have been so cooling! the salinity of the sea is really off-putting though. ew. 1 comment|post comment

a lame and sick joke? [22 Oct 2002|07:30pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | christina aguilera feat redman - dirrty ] well, wenta the chalet with donald, gladys, joelle, kelvin and wayne yesterday. i was practically dying of starvation and the bbq hadn't been set up yet, so joelle and i took bee hoon and mixed it with curry! ahaha~ sounds rather gross but at least it was edible. rather hot though, made my eyes tear. at one point of time, a bunch of us decided to go to the beach. we were short of one bike so joelle and i walked. my darling and i would never leave each other alone. =x on the way, we passed a path which was rather dark. i didn't take notice of the surroundings as i was too busy jabbering away to joelle. then she started poking me and saying, "eh! eh!". it took her awhile to finally be able to interupt me and point out a weird figure. i stood there staring for quite awhile before i realised what she was talking about. it was a white solid figure, seemingly wrapped up in some sort of sack (it definitely was not a bedsheet), with the top end tied. it was probably about 3 metres away from us. i didn't know what it was, so i was still standing there like an idiot, trying to figure out. then it started hopping towards us. my instinct was to scream, and joelle had to pull me away and run. the rest, who had stopped to wait for us, turned and saw it too. but they claimed that they didn't see it when they went pass. *shrugs* we continued staring, contemplating whether it was real or not. by that time, ryan had explained that it was supposedly some sort of a malay spirit. we saw it for a second time, going back into the shadows. not sure how it moved though. seems rather hilarious now, thinking back. reached home at around 11 pm, didn't manage to sleep till 2 am. went to school extremely sleepy, got back some of our papers. my results are satisfactory so far, i guess. mUaHahAHahAhaA, hopefully my mum will reward me with 50 bucks for each distinction i get. i can start making a list of things i wanna buy now! why didn't i stay longer?! geez. post comment

overreaction [28 Sep 2002|05:15pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | delinquent habits - return of the tre ] wenta tampines mall with annah, ele, farah, gladys, guan and wayne to do our flag day thing. i must've been half asleep cos i forgot we had to wear our school uniform. chanel, fera, priscilla and rachel joined us later. didn't really do much, slacked mostly. somehow the public called up our school to complain about us playing poker cards in our school uniform. then miss soo came down. we were totally caught by surprise. she lectured us for a long time, took down our names and all. offence? improper attire and playing poker cards in our school uniform. just playing poker cards is called gambling, even though money wasn't involved? geez. we were standing there for about 15 minutes with her interrogating us and lecturing us. quite a few people turned to stare. some seemed entertained by the whole incident. then she told us to go back to school straight away and report to miss raudah. she followed us all the way to the bus interchange, to make sure we went up the bus. on the way she was like questioning me why i was there and all, cos i claimed that i wasn't on flag duty. we were all like cracking lame jokes on how blah and blah were gonna reprimand us. unfortunately for us, cikgu rathia (?) was there overseeing the return of the donation cans. we were just about to leave when she asked if we were the gang. =\ stood there real long with her lecturing us. and she said something about us giving her "that face" and something about my attire. i can dress any way i like. and not say i was like dressed skimpily. crapish. my bladder was killing me by the time she asked us to leave, so i rushed to the nearest bathroom and accidentally entered the faculty bathroom. a teacher saw me and was shouting something about using the faculty bathroom. and brought me back to cikgu rathia. crazed, i swear. but she let me off after i told her i was too urgent that i didn't notice. wenta suntec city after that with donald, farah, gladys, kelvin, sham and wayne. came back soon after. three lectures in one day, two of them being extremely long. so i can happily wait for monday, when they're gonna deal with us. they're seriously overreacting, but i guess they have to since the public complained. oh well. 1 comment|post comment

indulgence [15 Sep 2002|08:20pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | eminem - hailie's song ] wenta watch so close at orchard with amanda, daniel, guan and joelle yesterday, not nice! it would have been so much better if shu qi didn't die. but it was kinda touching when zhao wei was replaying the video of how her sister died and when she was trying to bury the video camera. ahaha~ i'm spoiling things for those who haven't watched it. guan and i were walking around orchard for awhile, then wenta meet gladys, jeremiah, kelvin, sham and wayne at east coast. guan and i were like pms-ing on the bus. was damn quiet and all. anger was boiling in her, and i felt anxious. no idea why. but once we got down the bus... hyperactiveness. she was like running all the way to the beach. and i was hopping? nonono, i was walking. she kept making me laugh until i couldn't talk to kelvin properly. didn't finish my wanton mee, the chilli was killing me. i would have teared if i continued eating. walked to east coast coffee bean after that, kelvin was trying to irritate me all the way. i wasn't really affected, unlike last time. cos this time i was able to take revenge by hurting him. my stupid cuticle tore in the process of hurting him though. he kept pushing me to the side. gong toot. you should have seen jeremiah do his para para paradise dance. the guys were doing graffiti in coffee bean. don't know what i was doing too. wenta gladys' house with jeremiah, kelvin and sham after that, guan went home to change into her church clothes and wayne went home to take money. was listening to the guys talk animatedly about their school crap and plucked jeremiah's silver hair throughout the bus journey. st pats seems damn happening, with the fights and all. gladys and kelvin went off to talk, leaving jeremiah, sham and i. jeremiah was sleeping all the while while sham was singing to entertain me. ahaha~ was damn sleepy but the playground was far too uncomfortable to sleep on. my ass hurt just sitting down. about an hour passed before gladys and kelvin got back, and wayne came. i think guan fell asleep or something. everyone was fooling around with sham's digital camera, taking photos. they said i accidentally deleted all the past photos. i remembered seeing them after i deleted one photo though, not sure. walked to 7 eleven after that, those crazay hyper gongs were running all the way there, leaving jeremiah and i behind. thank god for him otherwise i'll be walking alone. gladys and i bought haagen dazs cookies and cream ice cream, self indulgence. we managed to finish the whole 375 ml tub of it. my stomach hurt after that. gladys had to go home after that, so all of us went home. took bus with jeremiah and wayne. they were freezing in the bus, the temperature seemed just right though. was practically falling asleep, my eyes hurt like hell. i rushed down at my stop and wayne followed me down, thinking it was joelle's stop. gong toot ness. he took a cab home from my house. slept at 6.30 am, lucky for me no one was awake. can't use my handphone much now, my mum threatened to cancel the line. just cos of my last month's bill. it went from my usual $40 a month to $200. blah~ i guess i'll just lock my handphone up for the rest of the month now. 1 comment|post comment

kelvin = irritant [06 Sep 2002|05:10pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | utada hikaru - sakura drops ] just woke up 10 minutes ago, slept damn soundly for 12 hours. missed literature supplementary. the memories of yesterday are quite fuzzy. was conferencing with donald, kelvin and joelle the whole night till about 7 am. i got 5 minutes of sleep, then donald woke me with by shouting my name so freaking loud i got a shock. gong toot cow-crossbred-piggy slept for 30 minutes. joelle for about 15 minutes? only donald didn't sleep. they left at 7 am to meet joelle and i. i was searching for joelle for like 45 minutes when she finally called me from her house! she was sleeping while i was looking for her. the people at the bus stop probably thought i was mad, i kept making these sounds. walked to the beach to get breakfast, the stupid hawker centre was closed. the hawkers there are simply too lazy. waited freaking long for a cab, got fed up so called a cab. wenta macs, saw kc girls. kelvin and joelle was laughing their heads off at how donald talked to rashad over the phone. i was trying to concentrate on my hashbrown. joelle and i paid kelvin back for the cab fare, he refused to take the money. gong toot. don't know where the money is now. met up with guan at 4 pm, realised we were too early so wenta parkway to deposit my money and buy a drink. walked all the way from pit 15 to pit 21. some guy got sabo-ed already. kubo and some other guy were trying to get the barbeque going but burning newspaper doesn't work pls. gong pagiwad. =x er, helped them barbeque for awhile, [after gladys all finally got the fire going] my eyes stung from the smoke. the guys kept playing with the food. lame and sick but couldn't help laughing. quite a few people got pulled into the sea, i managed to remain dry. then came the alcohol. very few people didn't drink. then a few people got high, some just turned red, some just had headaches. blah~ the taste of liquor is simply disgusting, i don't see why people drink. thank goodness for the F&N grape to get rid of the gross taste that lasted in my mouth. saw aaron there, paolo knows him? ahaha~ then eleanor went crazy over his friend, jeremy phua? then... nah never mind. but eleanor was being idiot with her stupid comments which weren't true! can't remember what happened, but after everyone who wasn't staying over left, donald and kelvin was graffiting on the table. i was just doodling with the markers, left words of wisdom there. ahaha~ i was writing it when a police car was patrolling. then kelvin and sham kept irritating me like hell. couldn't help laughing though, my stomach hurt. but then i got really pissed off and my stomach starting hurting. gastric? can't be, i ate instant noodles. blah~ kelvin's imitations made me look so damn down syndrome. at one point, i lost my cool and started throwing anything i could get my hands on at him. gong toot. too bad the glass bottle missed him. then donald kept poking me and calling me satan and all that crap. just cos eleanor took a pic of me staring into the digi-cam? it might have looked scary if only i didn't laugh. went home around 4.45 am, had to be back before 5 am. my stupid sis was still watching television when i got back, wonder if she told my mother. mum just asked to talk to me. 1 comment|post comment

privacy?! bullshit. [04 Sep 2002|02:45pm] [ mood | embarrassed ] [ music | brandy - full moon ] right. last night met up with sham and wayne at around 2.30 am, wenta the beach to have supper but the hawker centre was closed. but hey, look at it this way, i'm helping you two lose weight. er, not that you need to. blah~ so then we came back to my house to watch the match between manchester united and er, middlesbrough? and beckham's hair is so horrible. it looks like he's balding at one side. go back to his rooster hair pls. halftime, wenta my room which was freezing. i was trying to talk to donald and kelvin but sham kept pestering me to let him update his livejournal. played daidee with wayne, then we kinda lost the mood to watch the rest of the match. then my sis came in and told me that "dad doesn't like allow guys to stay over". i just ignored her, but then my father came in. he asked why we were up so late so then i told him we were gonna watch the rest of the match. so then we went outside and were forced to watch the rest of the match. =\ my stupid drunk sis was making so much noise but that didn't matter. she actually went to complain to my father about us. something about not having privacy. then my father came out and asked me to tell them to leave. so obviously they didn't have a choice but to leave. so sorry. what privacy do i have then, if she brings home her damn stead every night? post comment

pigginess [03 Sep 2002|10:30pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | eve feat alicia keys - gangsta' lovin' ] slept real early last night, around 1 am and woke up real late today. ahaha~ don't donald, joelle, kelvin, sham and wayne kept calling me on my handphone. didn't hear it cos it was on beep mode. i remembered checking my handphone once and saw someone's sms but i just rolled over and went back to sleep. heeee~ there were about 16 missed calls i think. finally woke up at 2.15 pm when my sis came in and told me joelle was at the door. she told me we were supposed to meet donald, kelvin, sham and wayne at 3 pm. rushed bathing and all, didn't get to even iron my clothes. =\ looked so sloppy with my crumpled clothes. was ready by 2.30 pm, which was a miracle. was late meeting them by a few minutes, anyway. wenta cineleisure, decided to watch lilo and stitch. don't ask why particular movie. was starving, went down to the food court and ate chicken rice. 23 grams of fat. then ele came, kelvin wenta find her and donald wenta find some guy called tham-sai? not sure la. they were taking their time so joelle, sham, wayne and i went up to impact shop. then we saw donald, ele and kelvin taking the escalator up so we asked them to come down. but we thought they couldn't hear so we went up, then they came down. escalator games, so fun eh? weeeeee~ played daidee outside the cinema, won three times in a row. am i good or what? =x the show was all right, wasn't that great. was kinda comical, then when one of the touching scenes were on, i realised that all the girls there were rather hard-hearted. cos i was like wondering if anyone was gonna cry. oh and kelvin made friends with some rahman guy. shook the guy's hand. i think he's one of the cleaners at cineleisure. ahaha~ they wenta the heeren after that, i accompanied joelle to buy something. we walked one whole big round before we met up with them again. then halfway through walking to far east, ele said she was going home. =\ so then we waited for the bus with her, then don't know what but everyone said they were going home. was damn crappy on the bus, kept laughing. and kelvin made another friend. he looked quite amused with us. ele went home, the guys wenta siglap to eat, so joelle and i were left alone. wenta the playground across siglap to play the swings once again. someone is a failure in trying to beat me in swinging pls. yeah then joelle had to/wanted to go home so i had to accompany her home... everything would have been loads better if that hadn't happened. post comment

nausea and the beach [02 Sep 2002|08:40pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | ashanti, charli baltimore, ja rule & vita - down for ya ] wenta the beach yesterday morning, the sky looked like it was gonna storm any moment but we still went kayaking. gladys, joelle and i kayaked far out then tied our life-jackets together so our kayaks wouldn't drift away from each other. laid our heads on our life-jackets then just lay there tanning ourselves for like 30 mins? didn't notice much difference in my skin colour anyway. ahaha~ thank god we were far from shore, cos we looked quite obscene. the current was really rocky, it gave me sucha headache. especially when we lay there suntanning, our boats rocking back and forth. i started to feel nauseous, so did gladys, so we began to paddle back to shore. stupid joelle kayaked so fast, leaving both of us behind. gladys and i kept stopping every 10 minutes, due to the fatigue and nausea. i kept encouraging myself by telling myself stupid stuff mentally. heeee~ then when i got back to shore, joelle said i looked real pale. blah~ showered at the gross public restrooms then went home to take a proper bath. i swear people thought of me as a mad person cos i was shouting on the phone as i was getting up the bus. my dripping wet clothes and tangled hair didn't help at all. met donald and sham at siglap, wayne backed out the last moment due to some unforseen circumstances. went down to cineleisure, intending to catch about a boy. the timing was all wrong and no one could confirm if they were coming along or not, so we just slacked at some cafe. donald was drawing graffiti on the table, he just can't resist leaving his mark wherever he goes, huh? left for the heeren soon after, then wenta gladys' house [which i was gonna stay overnight at] cos her mum asked her to return home. gladys and i met daniel and mahmood downstairs her block after dinner, told her mum we were gonna see triplenoize's performance at downtown east. daniel and mahmood left abruptly, so gladys and i wenta meet sham who was at downtown east. gladys could still talk to wayne's mum on our way to downtown east, telling her that she was holding some chalet crap. ahaha~ don't know if she bought the story or was just giving face, but wayne met us at the kopitiam after awhile. daniel and sham soon rejoined us, then jeremiah. that gong toot can get lost in downtown east sia. haha~ everyone was like competing to see who can drown a can the fastest, since wayne supplied us with 12 cans of green tea. there was a bapok in the girls restroom! and before that, when i was accompanying gladys to the restroom, a down-syndrome boy kinda er, slapped my left arm and clung on. thank god for his maid who pulled him away. i was damn freaked out by that. went back to gladys' house, the guys waited downstairs for us for like... 2 hours! had to wait for gladys' mum to fall asleep. and did i mention that gladys' door is like bolted, chained and locked in every possible way? she had to go through five noisy locks before we could escape. met up with the guys, they were entertaining themselves with graffiti and... catching? =X decided to go to the beach, had to walk barefooted for three-quarters of the distance cos the slipper was poking into my blister and aggravating it. the worst thing was that there were so many cockroaches under the blocks. on the way, we ditched daniel and gladys, who were walking way in front, [hanky panky?] to play the swings. moved on after a short while, a police car passed by us twice. the policemen were staring at my bare feet pls. jeremiah and sham were "entertaining" me with stupid songs they made up as they went along. jeremiah and his stupid puki song. there was one about a bear with blue underwear too. ahaha~ oh, and just as we were reaching the beach, i realised that we couldn't have saved our energy and walked by a short way, by the escape theme park way. =\ played daidee and ten girls/guys at the beach, it was quite amusing to see everyone's reactions to the results. played around with sham's digi-cam, then everyone got tired and wenta sleep. luckily for me there was one person who wasn't dead, so he entertained me. started walking back to gladys' house at around 5.30 am, cos her mum was gonna wake up soon and we had to smuggle wayne in. besides, poor jeremiah had OBS [outward bound singapore] in like, 2 to 3 hours time? yeaps, we didn't get caught... yet. changed into more comfortable clothes then wenta sleep. i was squashed in between gladys and wayne. gladys kept pushing my legs away with her legs. had no choice but to let my legs dangle off the bed instead of curling up comfortably. then someone kicked me in the ass while sleeping. must've been wayne, cos i was sleeping facing gladys. so how can her legs go all the way to the other side, right? amanda was late meeting us, so was sham. no one had any idea where to go, nor what to do so we just slacked in gladys' house. then her mum came home unexpectedly, and the guys panicked and hid *laughs* under the bed. ahaha~ then i'm not sure how her mum found out, but she asked gladys who was in the room. when she barged into gladys' bedroom and saw the guys, she looked quite shocked. i was trying desperately not to laugh and concentrated on eating something. her mother then decided to fetch us to lagoon view, where gladys was to have her tuition in like one and a half hours. sham and wayne were like apologising profusely before she dropped us off, hahaha. slacked under some pavilion, played bluff and 10 girls/guys once again. someone's damn pro at bluffing, eh? gladys left for tuition; so amanda, sham and wayne came up to my house for awhile. they were like looking through my stuff and trying to make my dumb winamp work. then my sis came and warned me that my father was back from china, and the way she made it sounded like it was gonna be doomsday for all if he saw guys in my bedroom. blah~ again, the guys panicked and tried to hide under the bed, failing miserably. my father didn't give a toot anyway. wenta dinner at nasi padang with joelle, sham came later to get his bag which he forgetfully left behind at my house. played around at the playground for a while before coming home finally. and sham still owes us a question. took me 1 hour and 25 mins [8.40 pm to 10.05 pm] to write this entry. =] 1 comment|post comment

so stinkay [30 Aug 2002|11:00pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | eve feat alicia keys - gangsta' lovin' ] yeaps, didn't go to school today. woke up so damn early to meet joelle to go to min's house, then to siglap to meet amanda, daniel, gladys, jon and wayne. found the guys sleeping on the table. ahaha~ no bed? walked to the beach, then it started raining. so we ate at the hawker centre first, the chicken rice was not nice. lost my appetite after going through half a plate. and my leg no spasm la! i was just trying to kick the habit of shaking my leg! blah~ they wenta kayak, leaving poor too-full-for-strenuous-exercise me alone. then this guy came up to me and asked me to take care of his bag for awhile while he wenta the restroom. why couldn't he take it along to the restroom?! then he came back, and asked if he could sit down and talk to me cos he was too bored. =| right. nah but it's okay now. his crappiness was rather entertaining me. then the girls kept calling him "my friend". hahaha~ whaaaatever. went for tennis, was all right la. then guan and wayne came, went up to my house to put down our stuff. the guys were like saying how scary my sis was? just cos she... has a few angkongs? and... er, stares like she wants to murder them? heeee~ wenta eat wanton mee first, then walked to the bbq pit. ahaha~ saw a yandao kia who shall remain nameless at the hawker centre! left about an hour after, didn't feel like going home so wenta macs with guan and wayne. wayne was like so fascinated with this bapok [or so he thinks she is] and guan was so engrossed with making chocolate milk with my chocolate sundae. madness~ wenta the playground for awhile, talked a lot of crap. am i good with techno songs or what? =] why was there no sun today? wore a tube for nothing. no tan! blah~ 1 comment|post comment

sounding suicidal [28 Aug 2002|06:50pm] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | a7 feat khiara - don't go away ] so lameeee. during design and tech, i somehow cut my finger. not sure how too. then the stupid thinner which i was using somehow got into my wound and i got all paranoid. ahaha~ i was like worrying whether i would get blood poisoning. but i ignored it anyway. then our design and tech teacher broke down in front of us. not sure what happened, she was talking about some remedial crap while i was busy examining my wound. (paranoia!) then i heard someone sniffing, looked up and saw her crying into a tissue i think. priscilla and i were so insensitive, to laugh while she was trying to regain her composure. it was involuntary laughter, i swear! but it's okay know. i stifled it anyway. she dismissed us soon after. was talking about porn during recess. hope no one else heard us. they were all squealing at what each of us were commenting or saying, so it was pretty loud. anime porn? *cheeky grin* heeee~ okay okay. walked up to class, only to find blood stains outside the toilet. =\ i looked carefully and i swear it looks like menses. time to stop grossing everyone out. got back to class, paranoia kicked in once again. ahaha~ my stupid weak stomach made me think about the stupid blood poisoning. well, i'm still alive anyway. post comment

much to my amusement [26 Aug 2002|08:50pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | zhou jie lun - hui dao guo qu ] school was sorta hilarious today. physical education was crap, i hardly moved during volley ball, besides the stupid running around the field twice, and i pespired so much. blah~ then i got sent out during science. then came recess. just as we were leaving to go up to class, min squirted lemon barley all over joanne. was it lemon barley? heeee~ she was just like standing behind joanne innocently and the next minute lemon barley squirted out from the packet. hahaha~ the way joanne reacted was damn hilarious. then i went up to class with joelle, and she kept making these weird sounds. ahaha~ but damn funny sia. she was coughing when this cute high-pitched sound was produced. madness. wenta cut my hair after school together with gladys, it was crap. total crap! spent money when my hair doesn't look different at all. and the stupid guy washing my hair kept tugging at it as if he wanted to pull it out. he like anyhow washed my hair, spraying water all over me. so there were like water droplets on my face and he was like telling me not to cry. excuse me?! what on earth would i be crying for? dumb ass. post comment

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